We are in a "tidal wave" zone :(
Our little girl's GRIEF is overwhelming!
She is not able to give words to her "anger"
but her pain is apparent and so heartbreaking!
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We have not shared our daughter's story in completion, because it's just that, hers.
But she has experienced more loss & pain than most adults can even fathom.
Until now, she's maneuvered through such heart wrenching loss & hurt on her own.
She's a fighter.
Broken.
un-trusting.
T. has very high & strong walls built up.
She resists excepting any help; pushes away all offered comfort, sympathy, compassion & love!
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As a momma who wants desperately to soothe her hurts, my heart breaks from my inability to
love her pain away.
I can't make it better!
But I trust in the Great Physician ... He can give healing and I pray for this miracle for our daughter's precious heart & life often.
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I have to admit though, when T's emotions swell up like a tidal wave and her "anger" seems beyond BIG, it's hard not to get knocked over & succumbed by it all.
I find myself responding to the anger & hurtfulness and not the GRIEF I know to be flooding our broken little girl.
I so desire to be used to be an example of God's unfailing love & care for each of our children. I pray for eyes to see what really is and not the emotional mask hiding the fears.
So today, as we doggie-paddle through the storm, I'm reaching for the one who walks on water & holds our day & lives in the palm of His hand.
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me."
John 14:1
In prayer,
~Becky
2 comments:
Thinking of you and lifting you up in prayer. Love that verse you're hanging on to today!
Blessings!
Deborah
You're an amazing mom! I can see how God has been healing her broken heart, and as he picks up piece by piece I know she's learning.
We love her, more than she knows but that grief, anxiety, spunk, trauma, and loss gets her pushed in the wave.
luckyduck,
~Michlyn
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